Skip to content

“Set thy house in order… Lord, I am not worthy.”

In the sober light of Lent’s first week, Holy Church places before us two figures: the dying King Ezechias (Isaias 38:1–6) and the humble centurion of Capharnaum (Matthew 8:5–13). Both stand at the threshold of death. Both turn toward God. Yet the path of each reveals a different facet of penitence and faith.


“Set thy house in order, for thou shalt die.”

The prophet Isaias comes not with consolation but with a command: “Dispose thy house, for thou shalt die.” Lent begins in precisely this tone. The ashes are scarcely dry upon our foreheads when the Church bids us consider the end of all flesh.

St. Jerome, commenting on this passage, observes that God’s warning to Ezechias is itself a mercy: “Non est crudelitas, sed medicina.” It is not cruelty, but medicine. The sentence of death awakens the soul. God announces the end not to destroy, but to convert.

Ezechias turns his face to the wall and weeps bitterly. The Fathers see in this gesture a turning away from the world. St. Ambrose remarks that he “turned to the wall” so that he might turn from earthly distractions and fix his heart upon God alone. In Lent, the Church likewise calls us to turn our faces from the noise of the world, to confront our mortality and our sins in silence.

And God grants him fifteen more years.

Yet even here the Fathers caution us. St. Jerome notes that those added years later bring Ezechias spiritual danger through pride (cf. Is. 39). The prolongation of life is not automatically a blessing unless it is used for deeper humility. Time is given for repentance.

Thus the lesson is severe and tender at once: God grants time—but for conversion.


“Lord, I am not worthy.”

In the Gospel, another man confronts mortality: a centurion whose servant lies grievously ill. But unlike Ezechias, he does not plead his own merits. Instead, he confesses: “Domine, non sum dignus ut intres sub tectum meum.”

St. John Chrysostom marvels that this pagan soldier surpasses Israel in faith: he recognizes Christ’s authority as absolute, as commanding over illness as a general commands soldiers. “Say but the word,” he asks—acknowledging that Christ’s mere utterance is omnipotent.

St. Augustine sees in this humility the true preparation of the soul: “By confessing himself unworthy, he became worthy.” The centurion’s house is not prepared by external order, but by interior lowliness.

Where Ezechias wept for length of days, the centurion seeks only the word of Christ. One prays for life; the other trusts entirely in divine authority. The Church, in her wisdom, unites both attitudes in the sacred liturgy. Before Holy Communion, we take the centurion’s words upon our lips. We who are dust and ashes dare to receive the Lord only because He has spoken the word of healing.


Lenten Convergence

Both readings converge in a single Lenten command:

  • Set thy house in order.
  • Confess thy unworthiness.
  • Trust in the saving word of Christ.

The wall toward which Ezechias turned prefigures the interior cell of the heart. The centurion’s roof under which Christ need not enter signifies the soul purified by humility.

St. Gregory the Great teaches that humility is the foundation of all virtue. Without it, added years profit nothing. With it, even a single word from Christ restores life.

In this Feria after Ash Wednesday, Holy Church urges us to examine the house of our soul. Are its chambers ordered? Are we reconciled with those we have wronged? Have we wept for sin? Yet she also teaches us that tears alone do not save; faith must accompany repentance.

The ashes on our brow proclaim: Thou shalt die.
The Gospel replies: Only say the word, and my soul shall be healed.

May this holy season teach us to face death with penitence, to receive time as grace, and to approach the altar with the centurion’s humility—so that when our final hour comes, we may hear not the sentence of death, but the word of life.

Share the Post:

Related Posts